Although my acknowledgement and release of my inner perverted pleasures were slow to come to light, I have never regretted the decision to think, write, post or act upon my sexual needs and desires. Although Twitter has proven to be a catalyst to truly cumming into my own sexual utopia, it has also proven to be a quick realization of the hidden nature that continues to exists in sexual discourse. I was surprised given the nature of the technological age that we are experiencing and the appearance of progress in the mainstreaming of those in the sex ‘industry’.

To keep post from being a pure rant and to keep it in line with my other posts, I will sneak a few sexual confessions. I can admit that I have never sat in a ‘confessional’ but instead chose this to seek my redemption of sorts.

Sexual Confession #1: I love having a man cum on my tits and face. Something about the feeling of looking up at a man as he covers me in his warm cream, marking me as his own makes me feel like I am in his complete control.

Wow! I don’t know about you, but I feel better already! I have had people congratulate me on my ‘creative’ nature to being sexually open. On the flip side, I have had people who once enjoyed chatting with me suddenly ask that I not acknowledge them within the ‘public sphere’ of Twitter. There is a dichotomy of people who use the social space, which I have always acknowledged: Those who participate and those who observe. It is the latter which seem to be the most dangerous to my psyche. Those that observe or talk to me in the private confines of my Direct Messages soon discover that I am articulate, that I have a life outside of the screen, that I have a wit and comedic nature and that I am a very gentle and loving person. But there are some whom soon feel uncomfortable about how publicly open I am about my sexuality, sexual experiences, and my love of all things sexual.

Sexual Confession #2: I love being bent over the bed and fucked from behind. I love when my hips are used to drive him in deeper as he watches his cock slide in and out of my sweet wetness.

I enjoy using Twitter updates as a way to express my perverted thoughts and actions in an interesting, intelligent and intense way but being confined to 140 characters many are left thinking that I am either in the porn industry or just a sexually-charged nympho. Neither are felt to be an insult to me! I would love to be either, probably more likely to end up like the nympho. I enjoy those people that I have met online…from business men to lawyers to dentists (and a wealth of computer programmer/tech/analysts). There are those that have funny AVs and those that have explicit sexual AVs but they are all (for the most part) wonderfully funny people with intelligent observations on life, challenging jobs, dynamic family lives and a wealth of experiences outside of Twitter.

Sexual Confession #3: I love having my ass played with as a part of foreplay. I love being touched, teased, licked, tickled from behind with a cock, tongue or finger. It is a creates a sensation that is unlike no other to me, instant dripping wetness.

It is from this mish mash of Twitter followers that I have felt the safety to express my desires and to share my experiences. But I have a hard time when I hear that they have been judged by their AVs or pictures. They, for the most part, remain unphased. I, however, remain insulted that they should be judged on a picture or word alone. It is never my place to retaliate on their behalf but what I can do is write this…let people know that just because we perv out in the open, do not condemn or judge us. Being perverted does not automatically align someone with social illnesses that plague the world (i.e. pedophilia, etc.) Do not label or presuppose based on images or words alone…do not judge lest you be judged.

Now, back to more important matters at hand…

Sexual Confession #4: I love feeling my fingers run up the slit of a warm pussy while I suck and nibble her nipples. Feeling her hips begin to rises as I use two fingers to rub her clit is slow circles. I love that pussies feel different on different women and that the lips are so soft and thick when she is about to cum.

Sexual Confession #5: I love really hot sensations on my clit. I have never experienced cold sensations but I have this tiny steel vibrator that gets REALLY hot and it feels awesome! I like to get out of the shower and let my self get cold, start to shiver then use that vibe to get me all ‘warmed’ up.

Sexual Confession #6: When I give a man head, I love to take my middle finger and apply pressure just behind his balls ( I think it is called the ‘nifkin’) and rub in circles just before he cums. I love to squeeze his balls and stroke his shaft but if he is willing, I enjoy letting my fingers travel the naturally formed path between his balls, stroking his ‘nifkin’ and eventually, tickling and rubbing his ass….love it, as does he!

Okay, well I believe that I can now step down from my soap box. I need to continue to explore my utopia to continue to feed my posts….like the date I went on the other night…two word: crotchless underwear. Sigh, I love my life!

***(August 1st, 2009)*** Post Thought.

I never defined what I meant when discussing ‘Perv’ throughout my blog. This was partly intentional to allow the reader to associate and also partly subconscious given the current situation in which a reside. In my country (Canada) there continues to be challenges in gay rights/human rights issues however there are same-sex marriages and benefits for same-sex partners (for the most part), child pornography is a crime, pedophilia is punishable by law, etc. Sex workers rights are not recognized but there continues to a ‘movement’ towards addressing their needs for safety. I, in no way, condone behaviours that hurt or victimize children, women, animals, etc….I thought it was important to place parameters before I generate any preconceived notions of who or what I am.
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